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Volume 10, Issue 2 (2022)

Dear Readers,

As we write this introduction, birds sing and the last chill (hopefully) melts from the windows. Springtime is tiptoeing in—except for the few wild days when it stomps around in bright yellow rain boots or disappears behind a winter cloud. And we, your managing editors, are trying to figure out how to say goodbye without being very, very sappy.

It’s a far cry from the early days of this semester. This winter, the Gandy Dancer staff set out to work on this spring issue with precaution, not sure what the semester would bring. COVID constantly reasserted itself even as maskless smiles were reintroduced. Snowstorms canceled classes, rainstorms brought floods, and yet, the weeks continued doggedly on. Sometimes, it feels like the only constant is uncertainty itself. In Western New York, springtime can fell a tree as easily as it softens the ground allowing for crocus, daffodils, tulips to bloom.

But while uncertainty continues to plague us (no pun intended), time has also brought new joy, surprising warmth, and unexpected community. Slowly, and then all at once, life adjusted to an almost-normal haze. College students braved the green in shorts, concerts and clubs found new life, and Gandy Dancer came together, our nineteenth issue.

We are proud to present the best that SUNY has to offer, pulling in excellent work from Albany, FIT, Purchase, Stony Brook, New Paltz, Oswego, Plattsburg, Fredonia, Potsdam, Binghamton, and, of course, Geneseo. Different genres harmonize to breathe life into themes of acceptance, parenthood, letting go of old hurts, and revival. Lidabel A. Avila’s poem “Where My Head Lays” invites us to remember the importance of growing past the trappings of old lives, while El J. Ayala’s “Dog Names” reminds us that life is a series of ups and downs, but with love and care, it’s so worth it. Digging deeper still, a poem by Allyson Voerg calls us to shed old shame to instead “stand straight within / my own self sovereignty.”

Throughout the issue, themes of rebirth climb to the surface like new saplings seeking sunlight. In this era, when the world is hoping COVID will soon be in the rearview mirror and peace is precarious, that rebirth can feel painful. It’s a struggle, discarding old comforts for the unfamiliar. And that’s why, at times like these, art is not only necessary, but a balm. Gandy Dancer hopes to be both and more—an atlas to understand old memories and a map to chart new paths, all at once.

It is our sincere hope that these thoughtful, engaging works provide something of substance to the uncertainty in your lives. With spring in the air and transformation around the corner, we want to say thank you for picking up (or clicking through) this issue. May your reading help release old habits, welcome new joys, or simply bring some needed comfort.

Your friends,

Maria Pawlak and Amina Diakite

Poetry

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Daughter of the Irishman and the Honeybee
Mollie McMullan, SUNY Geneseo

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Untitled, Oil on Canvas // Gambler's Luck
Susan Romance, SUNY Geneseo

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Love Needs No Wings
Taylor Constantino, SUNY Geneseo

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black, white, and red
Gabriela Nadeau, SUNY Fashion Institute of Technology

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entomology // placebo
Frances Sharples, SUNY Geneseo

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six of cups reversed
Kat Johnson, SUNY Geneseo

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Little One
Jocelyn Paredes, SUNY Fredonia

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Self Sacrificial // Where My Head Lays
Lidabel A. Avila, SUNY Geneseo

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I Was the Moon Stalking the Castaway
Alexis Santos, SUNY Oswego

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Submission to Literary Journals.docx
Kiel M. Gregory, SUNY Binghamton

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Letting Go of Past Shame and Guilt
Allyson Voerg, SUNY Geneseo

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Yosemite, Post-Knee Surgery
Alexandria Wyckoff, SUNY Oswego

Fiction

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Pretty Ugly
Nina Collavo, SUNY Binghamton

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Waterworks
Matthew Ineman, SUNY Binghamton

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Snapshot
Misty Yarnall

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Dog Names
El J. Ayala, SUNY Purchase

Creative Nonfiction

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Mother's Hands
Rebecca Yoo, SUNY Fashion Institute of Technology

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Stony Brook Girl
Emma Rowan, SUNY Stony Brook

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On Bruised Knees
Mollie McMullan, SUNY Geneseo

Art

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Drop
Sophia Montecalvo, SUNY Geneseo

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Underneath It All
Kailey Maher, SUNY Plattsburgh

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I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT
Brielle Sarkisian, SUNY New Paltz

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Home (In a Body)
Mollie Ward, SUNY Plattsburgh

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Wisdom
Brianna Olsen, SUNY Potsdam

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The Irony of Nike
Juliana Haliti, SUNY Albany

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The Mirror's Truth // October Rust
Erik Carrigan, University at Albany

Postscript

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What the Dead Know by Act Three
Marianne Jay Erhardt, SUNY Geneseo

Review

Interview

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An Interview with Leslie Pietrzyk
Maria Pawlak, SUNY Geneseo

A painting of a blossoming cherry tree

Editorial Team

Managing Editors
Amina Diakite, Maria Pawlak
Fiction Editors
Julia Grunes, Matthew Keller
Creative Nonfiction Editor
Alison DiCesare
Poetry Editor
Julia Yakowyna
Fiction Readers
Anne Baranello, Nathaniel Bedell, Madisun Edmond, Erika Powers, Taylor Tirabassi
Creative Nonfiction Readers
Amaya DiGiovanni, Jenna MacLeod, Jessica Marinaro, John Mattison, Julian Silverman, Thomas Skinnider
Poetry Readers
Regina Fuller, Iliana Papadopoulos, Walter Paskoff, Sparrow Potter, Daphne Xulu
Faculty Advisor
Rachel Hall
Production Advisor
Allison Brown
Advisory Editors
Dan DeZarn, Kristen Gentry, Lucia LoTempio, Mehdi Okasi (Purchase), Michael Sheehan (Fredonia), Lytton Smith, Kathryn Waring
Special thanks to:
The Parry family and Leslie Pietrzyk

Cover art: The Blossoming Beezlebub by Erik Carrigan