Volume 11, Issue 1 (2022)
Dear Readers,
Not long before writing this introduction, the town of Geneseo was buffeted by both its first snowfall and many subsequent rainstorms, as if to say, “Wait a minute, winter isn’t here yet!” Through this confusing weather, the staff of Gandy Dancer trudged their way regardless of rain, snow, or shine, to work on our lovely magazine. We, your managing editors, both commend the determination of our staff and the courage of all writers and artists who submitted—there were many passionate discussions about what to publish this year!
Though COVID-19 appears to be slowly but surely releasing its hold on the local community, that hasn’t stopped the latest national and global news from troubling the minds of SUNY students. In this era of information technology, we encourage all to remain informed, but to also remember to breathe, reflect, and think about your own health and wellbeing. You may find that the works in this issue ask you to consider that perhaps the most meaningful change begins with the self.
In the prose we have collected, you will note a highlighted importance of personal growth fueled by human interaction. Aimee Maduro’s creative nonfiction piece “Drive” shows you how to find beauty in the world and solace in the people close to you, as she writes, “it was hard to know which direction was easier to look in; the heavy crescent and knowing winks in the sky, or the gentle hands beside me gripping the steering wheel.” Alternatively, Martin Dolan’s fiction story “Donato’s,” utilizes the rhythm of breathing, “One, two. One, two. One, two,” to center the story on the idea of prioritizing the self. Whichever you prefer, the potential for healing is multitudinous, and you will find many examples in this issue.
We encourage you to find solace in the people and writing that care for you, and to not forget that “people can be resting places / Soft places to land, to hang up your hat / And be washed of the day’s dust,” as Ashley Halm writes in her poem “Ode to a Cowboy.” We encourage you to let the poetry of Gandy Dancer remind you that you are allowed to begin the process of healing yourself, in spite of what is occurring all around us. We also hope that the work collected here reminds you that you are allowed to be angry about what is happening, just as Mollie McMullan’s poem “Lockdown Lockdown Lockdown” bleeds rage with the lines: “They think of mothers as expendable, / a mere body, / a husk bisected by birth, / a skin that can be shed.”
Themes of healing wrap around the prose, poetry, and art of this edition. The writers and artists featured recognize that this process is not easy. It does not happen all at once. Art, however, can be a start. And as we fall into the impenetrable cold of winter in New York, we hope that Gandy Dancer can act as a crackling fireplace, or at the very least a warm coat. May your reading bring you the feeling of being recognized that we felt while reading and allow for a healing process that continues into the new year.
Warmly,
Elizabeth Roos and Julia Grunes
Poetry
after the apocalypse
Lidabel A. Avila, SUNY Geneseo
Crime Scene
Jocelyn Paredes, SUNY Fredonia
Dear Graham
Kiel M. Gregory, Binghamton University
Possible Instagram Followers // The Guilt of Not Having Catholic Guilt
Sebastian Nguyet Snow, SUNY Purchase
Open Up Your Skull
Savannah Meyer, SUNY Purchase
Lynn Honey
Jaden Lynn, SUNY Brockport
A Thruway Ramble
Noah Rust, SUNY Oswego
Ode to a Cowboy
Ashley Halm, SUNY Fredonia
Transplant
Bryce Levac, SUNY Oswego
blue variety // Fujifilm 35 mm
Frances Sharples, SUNY Geneseo
Aphrodite's Audience // Lockdown Lockdown Lockdown
Mollie McMullan, SUNY Geneseo
Tia Was Taken by One of Trujillo's Men // When I Asked My Bestfriend How to Say 'Wrist' in Spanish
Lidabel A. Avila, SUNY Geneseo
Fiction
Nasty Bird
Jessica Marinaro, SUNY Geneseo
Creative Nonfiction
Ascend, Descend, Amygdala in Duress
Chris Murphy, SUNY Geneseo
I Know I'm Going to Die
Shawna Smith, SUNY Geneseo
Thinking Ahead
Jocelyn Paredes, SUNY Fredonia
Art
Cadillac Vines
Kiel M. Gregory, Binghamton University
The Line Between // Get In Line
Erik Carrigan, University at Albany
Mindfull // Penoptics
Sophia Turturro, SUNY Geneseo
How Do You Feel
Alyssa Cusimano, SUNY Cortland
Stretched Thin
Zach Buzzell, SUNY Plattsburgh
The Smoker
Harry Wyatt, Fashion Institute of Technology
Postscript
I’m Going to Free Myself from the Shackles of Other People’s Expectations of Me
Grace Gilbert, SUNY Geneseo
Review
Stephen J. West’s Soft-Boiled: An Investigation of Masculinity & the Writer’s Life: A Review
Elizabeth Roos, SUNY Geneseo
Interview
An Interview with Stephen J. West
Julia Grunes, SUNY Geneseo
Full Issue
Gandy Dancer 11.1
Gandy Dancer, SUNY Geneseo
Editorial Team
- Managing Editors
- Julia Grunes, Elizabeth Roos
- Prose Editor
- Matt Keller
- Poetry Editor
- Lili Gourley
- Prose Readers
- Catherine Crossan, Anthony Guttilla, Wyatt Hargrove, Jackson Michalski, Christian Roth
- Poetry Readers
- Liz Louie, Juslannie Rosso
- Faculty Advisor
- Rachel Hall
- Production Advisor
- Allison Brown
- Advisory Editors
- Sonya Bilocerkowycz, Dan DeZarn, Kristen Gentry, Lucia LoTempio, Mehdi Okasi (Purchase), Michael Sheehan (Fredonia), Lytton Smith, Kathryn Waring
- Special thanks to:
- The Parry family, Stephen J. West, and Angela Briggs
Cover image: You Are What You Eat (watercolor), Sophia Turturro